I don't handle change very well, and it may be getting worse as I get older. So I know this is totally lame, but I've been kind of depressed since my morning radio show got canceled last week. It was my company during my morning drive, and now I feel so aimless as I randomly punch through the buttons on the control panel.
It's just, there are some things you come to rely on as being constant and never-changing, like the furniture at Grandma's house, Calvin & Hobbes comics, or Mom's chicken broccoli casserole. Even that reassuring feeling you get when you walk into a church midweek, the same way you've done since you could walk, is comforting. These reliable things become even more important as I get older, and the world becomes more and more uncertain and even frightening.
So when the radio show I've listened to for years just suddenly up and disappears without notice, I have a hard time adjusting. Silly, I know, and Mike's going to mock me when he reads this, but I can't help but feel a sense of loss. (Honestly, I think I may have a minor case of Asperger's Syndrome--a disorder that causes people to not cope well with change. And please forego the comments speculating about all the OTHER disorders I could be diagnosed with! :)
Anywayz, just had to get that off my chest.
I'll post pictures from Arian's first horse show soon! (She won 3 ribbons!)
Also, only 23 days left of school! (I don't know whose more excited, the kids or the teachers!)
3 days ago



2 comments:
Definitely the teachers are more excited! Although I like the social aspect of school... I'll miss that.
Who else can I go to with my english/grammar/vocabulary/is-it-most-happy-or-happiest kind of questions?
I know! Chunga is a Utah icon! I wonder where he is. It feels like the state has changed. You are a cute girl and one thing will never change--I love you!
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